Post by Cillian Amir on Sept 25, 2010 8:16:46 GMT -7
† Cillian - Marcus - Amir †
†Cil†
[/center]† General Information †
Full Name: Cillian Marcus Amir
Nicknames: Cil
Gender: Male
Race: Vampire
Age: 50yrs
Age they appear: Mid Twenties
Occupation: Drug Dealer
Orientation: Hetero
Health Problems: Split pesonality
† Personality †
Basic Personality:
Cillian started off life as a normal human child, albiet sickly because of been an abino. Constantly told that he couldn't do anything like the other children because of his weak body and immune system, Over time he grew resentful towards the other children, began to hate them for been able to go outside to play, to be able to hurt themselves without their parents throwing a huge fuss.
Because of his general weakness as a human something went wrong during his 'turning', his brain chemistry got mixed up for some reason, perhaps he was dead for too long before the vampire blood took effect, perhaps his mental disorder is a form of brain damage even the blood couldn't fix. Whatever the reason it wasn't until he was turned vampire that he started showing signs of a split-personality. The two sides of him are total oppsites.
Marcus : Calling himself by Cillians middle name, Marcus is what he could have been if he'd remained human; a kind, caring and socialable peson. He is soft spoken and usually keeps to himself, hates violence of any kind even the act of feeding makes him feel bad for the person he's hurting. Because fo this it is when he is Marcus that he is at his weakest.
Cillian : Cillian is the epitome of everything a vampire should be; violent, cruel, a user of people and totally convinced that his kind are the top of the food chain and everyone is just existing to be of use. He is totally sure of himself in any situation and at times this can get him into trouble since it leads him to believe he is invincible and cannot be killed. He is svage and takes great pleasure in causing pain in others.
Over time it has become unclear which of the two personalities is the real one. Since his first name is Cillian, that side of his mind puts that evidence forward as proof that he is the 'natural' mind and Marcus is the made up which Marcus is always willing to accept as is his nature to be almost submissive to Cillian. Cillian wants to stay alive and this is perhaps the only reason Marcus has not tried to take full control. As much as he hates his existance he doens't want to die by suicide.
He still holds hate towards those who can do things he can't, mainly humans for their ability to walk in sunlight. More than once Cillian has almost killed himself by walking into direct sunlight, once barely escaping death. Despite this he is determined to try again, some part of him thinking that maybe if he does it enough times his body will become immune to the sunlight.
Stay on Cillians good side and you're ensured a long life, piss him off and you'll find yourself very very dead, or if he's feeling 'kind', his own special brand of kind he might turn you and leave you to go through the change and pain of been a new-borne alone.
Likes:
† The weakness of Humans
† Riling up humans and Werewolves
† Fighting (even if he's bound to lose)
† Violence
† His naturally pale red eyes (as he is an albino)
Hates:
† His 'other self' taking Over
† Cillian hates Marcus, Marcus hates Cillian
† The weakness of other Vampires
† The humans needing to be in control of London
† Losing
Talents:
† Sweet talking
† Faking that he is Marcus
† Faking innocence (Which ties into faking been Marcus)
† Speaks French and Welsh
† Drawing people to Him.
Habits:
† Putting streaks in his hair (which he usually keeps Black)
† Gives himself small cuts for the fun of watching them Heal
† His accent is constantly Changing
† When annoyed he lashes out and more often than not the subject of his anger will end up Dead
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† Appearance †
Skin Color: Pale, even for a Vampire
Hair Color: Naturally a pale blond, dyed Black
Eye Color: Pale Red
Build: Rather Skinny
Piercings/Scars/Tattoos: Snake bites, an industrial in the top of each ear, nose Ring.
LOVE written on his left Wrist
A pic of a woman screaming on his right Arm
A scorpian that turns in to a praying mantis on the left side of his Neck
Choice of Clothing: Black jeans and shirts mostly with a ratty pair of dark green Cons. Even though he cannot feel the cold Cillian will wear jumpers, mostly to hide weapons. Nothing about him is really that eye catching but still people seem to be drawn towards him. He doesnt' dress badly, he doesn't dress smart, it's somewhere between.
Other:
† History †
History:
Cillian was borne a sickly child, three weeks early and an albino. His early birth was caused by his mothers body having some kind of reaction to him and so it tried to exspell what it saw as something that shouldn't be in his mothers body. The damage done to his mothers body meant that she could never have children again and Cillian always felt that his parents were upset by the fact that they would be stuck with a sickly son as their only child for the rest of their lives. If this were true his mother never let it show. She doted on him his whole life, but to the point that she wouldn't let him leave the house during winter or if it was raining incase he caught a cold. Been their only son she was deathly afraid of losing Cillian. He would watch the other children playing in the park across the street, taunting him to go outside.
One day in his sixteenth year Cillians parents had gone out for the night, that night he seized his chance to go outside sure that he'd be back in the house before anyone noticed his absence. It was raining, windy and cold, certainly no place for a weak, sick human child. In the place Cillian met the person who would change his life forever; a female vampire by the name of Marie-Anne. Something about him fascinated her, perhaps it was his strength to not let illness drag him down, his desire to survive and be strong. To give Cillian a taste of what he desired Marie-Anne fed him a small amount of her blood. The effects were instant and Cillian was filled with a strength he had never felt before. To him this beautiful woman was a Goddess. The bringer of life and he did indeed worship her in his own way. He would offer himself up to her whenever she needed blood, hell he let Marie-Anne feed off of him even when she didn't need it. He had become her 'toy', her little blood doner but Cillian never cared.
For two years this went on, and although his parents were pleased with what seemed like a recovery from his sickness the doctors were always unable to find any change in his blood work to indicate he was in fact getting better. One night when Marie-Anne came to him Cillian asked her to turn him, which she promptly refused to do. She never gave a reason, just a simple 'no'. A strange anger took over him, an anger he'd never felt before. The rest of what happend was a blur, only flashes of what he'd done were remembered. He'd picked up a knife from when he'd eaten dinner and lunged at the vampiress. She didn't want to hurt him, but Cillian's anger drove him to beat her down. He swung the knife wildly until he finally got close enough and the knife blade sliced across Marie-Anne's neck.
Most people would have run or frozen up but Cillian knew what he had to do. Using the knife he cut his own wrists, and as his blood flowed out of his veins the boy moved himself to Marie-Anne's body and eagerly drunk the blood that remained in her veins, even going as far as to lick it off the floor. He took as much as he could before passing out. It might have seemed that he had truely died for good, the blood of the vampire having taken longer than most to start the change in his body. It is this that most use to account for Cillians sudden personality change, brain damage that the blood could not heal.
The chnage had happend in the early evening, the change been complete by morning Cillian was forced to hide under the blankets of his bed to avoid the burning sunlight. That ngiht with his newfound strength he left the house without a word to his parents. It was while walking the streets that he heard a voice that came from nowhere. -Go back homeCil, go back home to where they love you-. He questioned the voice on who he was. -I'm you Cil, or at least I'm what you could have been. I'm Marcus-. "You wnat to go home?! You wnat to go back to that weak family, that weak life! No I won't go back". With that Marcus was pushed down and Cillian took control. His name could have been originally Marcus for all he knew now, perhaps Cillian was really his middle name. Either way it didn't matter, Cil was in control now and he wasn't about to stay the weak and fragile human he had been.
Cillian killed a lot durng his first few years as a vampire. He didn't care if the human he fed off died, he didn't care how much they begged and screamed for mercy. But every now and then Marcus was able to take control when Cil was tired or asleep. His greatest achievement was taking control for a good two years, in which time Marcus even became engaged. But it was not to last. Angry at been contained Cillian burst free of his mental cage and once more took control. Brutally he beat Marcus's fiance, always keeping her on the edge of life until he bored of the game and killed her.
Cillian has moved around pretty much spending his whole life partying and getting girls. He has found that humans have a liking for vampire blood as it gives them a little kick, a feeling of what it's like to be vampire. With this knowledge Cillian has made a drug out of his own blood, and even kidnapping other vampires to use their blood. Those who buy from him know that it's vampire blood, werewolves know to stay away from him lest he spike their drinks with his drug for fun.
Mother/Father: Lauren Payten // Richard Amir
Siblings:
Offspring: As Cillian he may have many bastard offspring, but none have ever come looking for him.
Other: Marcus - Ex-wife Emily (Deceased when Cil killed her)
† RP example †
see Tahmores
† Let's talk about you †
Name: McKay
Other Characters: Tahmores, Amos, Nisha, Kai, Alexis
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