Right At The Borderline [Apollo]

[Apollo White]

As Apollo sat on the bed next to Squall, he could feel him thinking. Like he wasnt actually feeling him, but by the way Squall looked, Apollo knew that he was thinking the idea over in his head. Apollo had to walk into the bathroom and look at himself in the mirror for a minute. Why did he have to bring up this idea to Squall? Hes going to be a horrible monster like Apollo...and Apollo doesnt want that for him. Being a monster was hard. The scent of blodd was hard to resist, and sometimes its hard to stop feeding once you start. But didnt Apollo feed off Squall before once before when he was hungry? Squall even said it was ok too. And Apollo stopped. So maybe if he did change him, he could stop, because he was in love with this human. He meant more to him then his camera and sketches. If Apollo were to choose between Squall and his stuff, he would take Squall because Squall means everything to him. He made him feel happy even when hes in a bad mood. Just seeing his smile made Apollos day.
So after debating in his head for a while, he walked back into the room where Squall was and sat by him. "If you do this, you know whats going to happen right? You cant ever go outside again in the day, and you would be only to see your sister at night...are you sure?" Apollo is letting Squall have the choice if he wants to or not...and Apollo hopes he makes his decision right. Because once hes changed..theres no going back.

[Squall Miyazaki]

As Apollo sat on the bed with Squall, he kept looking at him as though he was trying to read the human's thoughts. And if he could, he'd be swamped with the thoughts that raced through Squall's mind at hat point. So lost in his thoughts was he that he barely registered Apollo getting up to walk into the bathroom. When he did notice that his lover was gone, he got up - though rather painfully - and went to see what he was up to. "You ok, Polly?" he asked, leaning up against the door stop of the bathroom.

"If you do this, you know what's going to happen right? You cant ever go outside again in the day, and you would be only to see your sister at night...are you sure?" Squall knew why he was asking that. Squall had to be willing to literally give up his life in order for Apollo to turn him. Once the vampire's fangs were in his neck, there was no turning back. "I know what I'd have to give up, Polly," Squall replied after a good minute or two. "But I want to go through with it...as soon as possible." Squall hadn't backed down from any decision he'd made in his life, and he wasn't about to start now.

[Apollo White]

Apollo looked at Squally standing in the doorway. He looked at him and softly smiled and walked over to him and grabbed his hands. After hearing what Squall had said to him, Apollo smiled softly and looked into his eyes. "Well i want to make this moment a little less noticable...so i might kiss you and then so on and what not then..ill bite...ok?" Apollo walked him back out to the bedroom and sat him on the bed again, but next to him.
Apollo moved in slowly and gently pressed his lips against Squalls. He felt some of the warmth that came from him. It felt good. Apollo loved how this felt against his lips. then he started to kiss him more passionatly, starting to makeout with him. apollo felt his tounge glide on his and his glide back. Apollo wanted to keep this going forever, but once hes bit, he has to stay away from him for 24 hours. New Borns are most dangerous during the first 24 hours of their change.
Apollo slowly moved his lips to his cheek, then to his jawline, and then to his neck. He kissed his neck so soft that he was barely touching his neck. Then he let his tounge graze softly across his neck. Apollo then started to suck a little at his neck, not wanting to let squall know when the teeth are going to enter, then...it happened. Apollos teeth sunk into Squalls neck. The taste of Squalls blood fell onto his tounge and he couldnt help but feed a little of his love. Then he pulled away and licked at the bite mark to make it stop bleeding. Apollo kisses the humans lips once more before he backed away and looked at Squall. "The burning and pain will come shortly, and i wont be around for the next 24 hours...but always remember...your my monster..and ill always love you." He kissed him once more and stood there, waiting...waiting for the screams of pain to overcome his boyfriends mind and body.

[Squall Miyazaki]

Apollo looked at Squall standing in the doorway. He looked at him and softly smiled and walked over to him and grabbed his hands. After hearing what Squall had said to him, Apollo smiled softly, looking into his eyes. "Well I want to make this moment a little less noticeable...so I might kiss you and then so on and what not then...I'll bite...ok?" he said, to which Squall just nodded. The hard part would be keeping his mind off the impending bite. Apollo walked him back out to the bedroom and sat him on the bed again.

Apollo moved in slowly, gently pressing his lips against Squall's. The cold skin against his always made Squall shiver a bit before he got used to it. Apollo started to kiss him more passionately, starting to make out with him. Squall felt his tongue glide on his and his own glide back. It seemed that Apollo wanted to keep this going as long as possible cause after he was bit the pain would make kissing or anything else impossible.

Apollo slowly moved his lips to his cheek then to his jawline, finally reaching his neck. He kissed his neck softly, so softly in fact that he was barely touching the skin. Squall felt his tongue graze softly across his neck before Apollo started to suck a little at his neck, not wanting to let him know when the teeth are going to enter. Then...it happened. Apollo's teeth sunk deep into Squall's neck. Squall couldn't block the surprised squeak that came from him as he few the fangs, akin to little knives, pierce his skin.

Apollo pulled away after a brief moment of feeding, licking at the bite mark to make it stop bleeding. He kissed him once more before he backed away and looked at Squall. "The burning and pain will come shortly, and I wont be around for the next 24 hours...but always remember...you're my monster..and I'll always love you." He kissed him once more and stood there. "You're not staying?" Squall asked, already feeling heat spreading from the bite location and increasing ten fold, a hundred fold...it was unreal how fast it actually spread.

Squall had been about to say something about it when the pain started, ripping his breath from him in an instant and turning his words into a full on cry that became worse as time went on.

[Apollo White]

Once Apollo had backed away from Squall...and explained to him that he wasnt going to stay because it could be dangerous, he heard the small sounds coming from him, then the pained noises got louder and louder. Apollo turned and looked at the door, he frowned and locked himself in and quickly walked over to Squall and layed him down on the bed, but that was all he could do at this moment. Anything else he could try would just end up useless. Apollo sat in a chair in the corner of the room and just watched. Apollo felt really bad that he couldnt help him at all. He wanted to hold him in his arms, but that could put them both in danger...mostly apollo. Newborns could hurt vampires and if Squall hurt apollo and found out about it, he would probley feel bad.
Time has passed, maybe two hours, and Apollo was still sitting there, and he was starting to get hungry. He looked at Squall who was still screaming in pain. He needed to run to the fridge in his room and get some blood for the both of them. "Squall Ill bee right back." He kind of had to yell just so squall could hear him over his screams. Apollo ran out of the room and ran down the hall to his room and went to his fridge and grabbed the two pitchers of blood and ran back over to Squalls room and put them in the fridge for later.
Its nearly midnight by now...about 11 hours have passed by now. Squalls screams did seem to quite down by then, but he was still in a lot of pain from the look on his face. Apollo went and sat on the edge of the bed, keeping a little distance between them. "How are you feeling babe? its been like 12 hours now..." Apollo rested his hand on his foot, hoping it would mabybe calm him down a little. "im here for you Squally."

[Squall Miyazaki]

Apollo had backed away from Squall, explaining to him that he wasn’t going to stay because it could be dangerous. Squall couldn’t believe he was just going to leave him like this, when he needed him. Apollo turned and looked at the door and Squall felt sure he was going to leave then but he just frowned and locked himself in before quickly walking back over to Squall. He helped him lay down on the bed, but that was little comfort to the pain.

Apollo sat in a chair in the corner of the room and just watched as the vampire venom wreaked havoc on his lover’s system. Time passed, maybe two hours, and Apollo was still sitting there. He looked at Squall who was still screaming in pain. The human could do nothing more than scream and writhe in pain and the worst was still to come. "Squall, I’ll be right back." He kind of had to yell just so Squall could hear him over his screams and even then it was unlikely that he did.

Apollo ran out of the room and ran down the hall to his room, coming back with two pitchers of blood which he put in the fridge for later. Squall only knew he was gone by the sound of the door clicking shut, as he had squelched his eyes shut in an effort to drive the pain away.

About eleven hours later, it seemed to be letting up a bit. Or at least Squall’s human body was coping with it. Squall’s screams did seem to quiet down a tad but he was still in a lot of pain. It was clearly written on his face as evidence that even if it didn’t show, he still felt like he was being torn apart at the seams. Apollo went and sat on the edge of the bed, still keeping a little distance between them. "How are you feeling babe? It’s been like 12 hours now..." Apollo asked, resting his hand lightly on his foot. Squall managed to give the vampire a pained look that said it all, even when he couldn’t force the words out. "I’m here for you, Squally." Apollo added, to which his love just whimpered.

[Apollo White]

As Apollo sat at the edge of the bed, watching Squall squirm around a little, he felt a little better. His screams were calming down a lot...and this made Apollo happy. He didnt like seeing him in pain. When Squall looked at Apollo in his pained face, Apollo knew right away that he was still in pain, so apollo kept his hand on his foot, wanting to be there for him if he ever needed anything. Apollo wouldnt leave his side again. Then apollo got a thought that might calm down Squalls nerves and pain a lot. "OMG why didnt i think of this before....do you wanna have a little blood right now and see if you can down it?" Apollo looked at squall in the eyes and decided that he was going to get him a glass of blood anyways. He did heat it in the microwave to make it feel like real human blood. Squall is going to have to get over the taste of blood soon, so why not start him at it now?
Apollo walked back into the bedroom and sat next to squall. "here..take a small sip..." Apollo put the straw against squalls lips, hoping that he will be able to get some of it down. Apollo moves some of squalls hair out of his eyes and looked into his wonderous eyes. They are like diamonds, but colored. Apollo got lost a little, and nocited that his skin was changing colors now. He had small blotches of pale skin appearing on his face. Apollo smiled gently and waited for Squall to take a small drink from the cup of blood.

[Squall Miyazaki]

As Apollo sat at the edge of the bed, watching Squall squirm around a little, he felt a little better. His screams were calming down a lot. When Squall looked at Apollo in his pained face, he kept his hand on his foot, as if he were trying to make him feel better. Squall found himself wanting more than that though. He wanted Apollo to hold him, despite the risk involved. Apollo wouldn’t leave his side again, he knew, but he couldn’t help feeling like he did.

Then Apollo seemed to get a thought that might calm down Squall’s nerves and pain a lot. "OMG why didn’t I think of this before...do you wanna have a little blood right now and see if you can down it?" Apollo looked at Squall in the eyes before getting up and getting a glass of blood. He did heat it in the microwave, just so it would feel like real human blood. Squall was going to have to get over the taste of blood soon, so why not start him at it now? Squall got the logic behind it but wasn’t so sure he could stomach it yet.

Apollo walked back into the bedroom and sat next to Squall. "Here…take a small sip..." Apollo said, putting the straw against Squall’s lips. Squall of course hesitated a minute. He knew what blood tasted like thanks to his father’s abuse but would it be any different now that he was changing? He didn’t know. Apollo moved some of his hair out of his eyes, which broke the boy’s trance like state of mind. Apollo smiled gently and Squall glanced down at his arm. Already his tan skin was changing colors, going pale almost white in color. He’d changed so much in the long hours that had passed it was unbelievable.

He looked back up at Apollo’s still smiling face. He hesitated a moment longer before the scent – the actual scent – of the blood got to his nearly changed over senses and he chanced a taste. Like he remembered, it was coppery metallic in taste but there was something else, a sort of satisfying sensation that came from drinking the thick red liquid. Of course that pesky human shred of his mind that remained made him stop after a moment.

[Apollo White]

Apollo noticed his eyes wandering over his own body now...seeing his arms change now too. Apollo remembered te day that he was changed too. He used to be the tannest man back when he was still alive. Then when he was beng changed, his nice all over tan turned into pale white. He would never be able to get that model tan again. He would forever be stuck in the pale monster skin that hes stuck in. When Squall took a sip from the cup of blood, apollo smiled softly, seeing in his eyes that he liked it....because when your changing, you tend to like blood more then you used to when you had like a cut finger or someting. He stood up and set the cup on the bedside table and walked to the chair again...waiting for the change to take full effect.
Apollo sat in that chair for the whole 24 hours of the change, and he didnt realize that he feel asleep. The room was so quiet. Squall must have feel asleep too. So apollo contined to dream.
He dreamt about the two of them. Taking a midnight stroll up a small hill in a meadow with a picnic basket full of goodies. They layed down a small sheet and they both sat down. Apollo leaned over and kissed his newly changed lover on the lips and pulled away. Then the dream went on and then, he woke up."
When Apollo woke up, he saw Squall laying on th bed. He got up from his chair and crawled across the bed to lay next to Squall. He knew it still wasnt that safe yet, but he wanted to be near him again. He couldnt stand not being away from him for a while longer. He leaned over and kisses his cheek softly and layed there, looking at his soft face, that glew in the moonlit room. Apollo whispered softly into squalls ear,"i love you."

[Squall Miyazaki]

When Squall took a sip from the cup of blood, Apollo smiled softly, seeing in his eyes that he liked it. After Squall had pulled away, he stood up and set the cup on the bedside table and walked to the chair again. There was naught left but to wait for the final hours to roll by. Apollo sat in that chair for the whole twenty-four hours of the change, eventually falling asleep without even realizing it.

During the final hours, Squall managed to stop quivering like a scared puppy and sit up as the pain began to ebb away. He took another look over himself. Any trace of his tan human skin was gone, replaced with paler skin like Apollo’s. He was still a bit darker than his lover but that would go away the more he stayed out of the sun and adjusted to being a vampire. He swore he could hear his own heart beat in the silence of the room, and even that slowed and eventually stopped altogether. He looked over as he heard a slight snore and had to smile at Apollo’s sleeping form. Laying back down again, he laid his hand over the vampire’s, surprised at there not being much if any cold sensation from touching him. It seemed it was over. Squall was no longer a human but rather was a vampire.

Squall ended up falling off to sleep himself after a few moments of just laying there in silence. Being in pain for twenty-four hours didn’t make sleep very possible, after all, so he was exhausted. He barely flinched when Apollo leaned over and kissed his cheek softly.

He slept for a good six hours or more before he woke again. Glancing back over his shoulder, he saw Apollo laying there. Apparently the vampire had climbed into bed with him while he’d been asleep. Smiling, he just snuggled up to him.